Ms.HummingDeer
22 and tattoo'd and pierced.
Live life day to day and to the fullest. Employed.
Independent and Stubborn. Rough past. Rape survior, and Anorexia/Bulimia fighter..
Live life day to day and to the fullest. Employed.
Independent and Stubborn. Rough past. Rape survior, and Anorexia/Bulimia fighter..
![Totally my babe and I. Except for, instead of pocky there is usually a controller in my hand. :]
I’m feeling pretty good about things lately. Starting school soon, broken lease about to get paid off, hopefully getting a new place soon,ex hasn’t been texting me much. Then again, when he does I rarely and usually give half ass or mean responses. Despite how shitty things have been going lately, I’m just greatful to have a roof over my head and a decent paying job. Though this weekend I was tempted to just walk out.
Having to work alone in a Deli where production consists of over 60 salads and 100 sandwiches in the morning and doing it alone is complete bullshit. Ontop of that the slicing, the deep frying, and the rotessire chickens are a pain in the ass to do alone. I was left to do all that this weekend. 5am to 1:30 completely alone to do everything. The hardest part was trying to keep up with the hot case and slice at the same time. Production wasn’t too bad till today when I came into an empty department. Those vultures bought everything! despite all the extra back up I had stashed in the back, I still had to make 60 something salads! Ugh…Plus being Sunday you would think the Guests would at least be pleasesnt after church. Fuck no! I think they’re worse on Sundays….This weekend just sucked in general…
Other rambles, I want a car. I need a license. I needs money.
I know my car accident was a few years back, but god damnit! I want to drive! I want a car! I just want my god damn license :( How am I ever going to live if I don’t have at least one of them!? ugh….I think once the lease is paid I am going to try my damn best to get into drivers ed again…This time if anything does happen make sure I have my fucking permit on me and not be in fort worth area where apparently fucking people don’t know how to drive and your cars get totalled….asshole….
BLAAAAH….need sleep…need mass effect2….want to cuddle really bad right now D:](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2pfspYh5I1rokhopo1_250.jpg)
